The 1st 'Most Important Day' in every year

Last week was really a very interesting week. On the 22, 24 and 26 were all my close friends birthday. 22nd was Shi Hui's birthday and she is really special to me because she was once my friend as an assistant head prefect in primary and she had been very nice to me through out these years. Too nice in fact. Sometimes i just feel that she doesn't have the temper and she doesn't get mad at all. Honestly speaking, sometimes i would rather want her to yell at me or something to make me feel that she really is human. Shes almost like a robot except that shes alive. On 24th was 1 of my primary ex-head prefects birthday too. She used to be very close to me to the extend we always do things in pairs but time really flies and the the way we think is just too different until our friendship actually came to an end. Not to say we're not friends anymore but it just feels weird when we tried talking to each other. On the 26th was my primary head prefects birthday. I called him personally and talked to him for a short while. Those were really memories...From these 3 people I could see the past and present. I will be going into the main topic I would like to talk about today and I believe i will see future. On the 21st was my mum's birthday.... I guess i was happier than her... I just love her a lot. Words can't express how much love there is. Hate never existed in the dictionary which i use to describe my family members. Many thing just ran through my mind when i was trying to type this post but in the end nothing came out. Love is just so abstract that we could only feel it but not say it out in words. I remember seeing this winnie the pooh quote.
 Piglet :' Pooh, how do you spell love?'
 Pooh :' You don't spell it, you feel it'
This is all I could share. I can't type it but rather I feel it. I apologize and all I could do is to write a journal with no facts in it. Just like this....
She is my everything she is my past, present and will be my future...
'No mum, no Chia Min'    - Chia Min-

Drama review

As an audience, I fell that our drama was a little messy and chaotic at first. Everyone was like talking behind backs of one and the other. Back stabbing others and thinking of what the individuals wanted. One will be praising the other one in front of them but saying something else behind of them. This is how ugly humans are. I don't say that i could be excluded because i'm classified as homo sapiens too. Basically, if i would have to sum up the whole conversation, they would say it as ' from this script what I can see is that this is a student that can write very well but there is no sense of humor in them....' I'm not too sure weather to classify this as a compliment or insult but from these conversations, what i can understand is, we aren't satisfy. No one really voiced out the problem so we started our practice full of anxiety. Worried that we will not get an award in the competition. No one really cooperated in the practice, they acted in the play just to satisfy what others wanted. After their scene, they will continue complaining and continue acting again. This process went on and on. We had no faith i ourselves. We felt bored and had no motivation but at the same time I could see that they worked hard. I wasn't in the hall on that day but from the way they expressed themselves after their show, I could see that everything was fine and they really enjoyed themselves. Not a faint unhappiness was sensed and all of them think they've done their best. Even if we did not win anything, we know that what we've done had paid off and we deserve a placing.

The different defination of love.

Well, its quite obvious that on the 14th of February, which is this week's Tuesday is valentine's day. I don't really want to comment a lot on it as i don't really celebrate it. Would just like to thank a few friends for giving me gifts and will continue to love everyone that loves me and everyone else whom I know. I don't get why some people say that they do not love their friends or certain people. We could pay so much love to but our pets, animals and even non-living objects like clothing but why not to humans? People are just weird and do not think. In my world, there is no such word as hate. Everyone will make mistakes and what we could do is to tell them politely. It doesn't take much to tell a person what we feel about him or her. No matter what others do, we should always forget about their mistakes, we should always forget about the past and continue to look forward, to continue our journey. Not too say we forget about our past in the sense that we don't learn from our mistakes but rather forget about mistakes done by others and continue loving them. I had a friend that once wrote a quote that dedicated to me in my little note book that we, primary kids love passing around taking down people's biography and autographs. It goes like this... Forgive and forget you won't regret. I think it makes sense and I remembered it clearly and will continue to remember it till the very last breath of my life. Humans aren't perfect and we should always learn to tolerate each other. Learn to love every single thing that lives on earth and appreciate everything that was given. You will benefit from it. At least, millions and billions of cells won't die because of hatred.

The hectic week

This week was really very hectic. Its really tiring. Its like a domino effect. I don't get good sleeps last Sunday and therefore I don't get good sleeps on Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday and so on.... Among all school days,  Monday until Friday was still fine but Saturday was really a special day. I learnt a lot on this day. I feel that it is special in the sense I am a prefect and I get to train my leadership skills and further improve myself from how to    tell the prefects of until how to control my self-emotions. Everyone was really very panic and worried running around the school. At that moment, I knew that this is the time for me and maybe everyone in school at that moment to learn. Student have to learn to obey to instructions, prefects receiving instructions and giving it out to students and teachers giving out the wisest instructions. I really think our DJ teachers are really really awesome. I admire them from the bottom of my heart especially those that were there to give us "lost sheeps" instructions. I knew I didn't really do a good job on that day not sure in what sense but I'm just not satisfy on my performance on that day but well it was really chaotic. Sunday was another special day this week. Relatives came and my mum suggested that we watch movies, so I set upped a mini theater at home. Unfortunately, everything did not went as smooth as expected. Previously my brother had been setting up these speakers, projectors, players and  everything in less than 30 minutes yet we did not appreciate it. Now he is in Russia and I truly miss him. It tooked me 2 hours to set up everything and yet it wasn't as perfect as his. My relatives joked around and said that this was the worse cinema ever. The only thing good about this cinema is the food. Before the show even started everyone's stomach was already filled with food. The CDs didn't really cooperate with us but luckily in the end we managed to watch 2 shows. This week isn't really any different from others but through everything that was done in this week. I learned that I have to appreciate everything that was given and be thankful.

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Night Without End

by Ho Chia Min

 As we drew closer towards the ice glacier, I saw a man that looks like a priest had taken hold of a girl by pointing his gun at her and holding her hostage.The marine's mission is to relocated and re obtain a highly confidential object that was stolen.The Marines that were moving towards the group of people were moving with stealth for fear of alerting the opposition to our presence but unfortunately we were sighted by our foes.
  The man started to panic after seeing us and pushed the girl into the tractor and he went in and drove but another man threw himself towards the tractor and shouted. Suddenly the tractor was completely out of control and had spun around several times and went straight into one big rock. I was a man and a woman fell into a crevasse and followed by a man jumping down into it as well. After about a couple of minutes , i saw the a girl coming out followed by a man and a radio coming out as well. For the other guy i supposed is the criminal never made out and what happened to him is a mystery.

My 1st journal in 16 and 1/4 years

Chinese New Year will only end tomorrow according to the chinese believes but our holidays had already passed 1 week ago. What is happening? Time seems to fly and I feel that it isn't sufficient. " I demand for more time!" Well I guess everyone will think about this but its time to face reality. After reading everyone's blogs, I feel that I am different from everyone. Everyone had been thinking of their future and I am still living in my own sweet world. Never worried of what carrier I would pick up in the future and will never be worried. Not too sure if its a good thing but this is the reason why I do not have stress. Being stressed out is really bad for health. Anyway, this year's Chinese New Year is really very boring. I feel that the atmosphere isn't filled with joy and laughter like the previous years, maybe its because the economy is bad. I went to the seaside this holiday and was expecting to go for water sports but some issues had happened and the trip wasn't really enjoyable but looking at the bright side, I did not get tan and i guess that is a good thing. Well Form 5 really isn't quite the same as the the previous school lifes. Its hectic. Lots of homework, therefore in conclusion, teachers should give lesser homework. Thank you.