Journal

Its been quite some time since I've posted a new entry. I  was really busy recently. There had been choir practices for the whole month. I feel that my voice is almost gone but I think it was really worth it. We won in the 1st competition and will be representing Selangor state for the national competition that will be held soon in Johor in September. Even though we won in the 1st competition, us seniors now that it wouldn't  be easy for the next competition. The juniors didn't understand tat and they rode on our victory and thinking that we were really good and very much expected, we got 3rd. The cluster school Nazir's came to our school and told us:' If you want to be the niche program. You will have to maintain your results and continue to achieve results that you had been achieving for the past few years.' This really gave all of us lots of pressure especially our teacher adviser. She had worked so hard to bring us up there and if we had made 1 wrong move, everything will be going down the drain and our past successes will be gone to waste. We were really very afraid. We worked really hard in order to maintain our standards. I've almost teared for every single rehearsal when there was mistakes or some minor issues. I really can't help it. I hold back because I knew that my pressure wouldn't be as bad as the teacher's and the deputies. All the teams were really very good. We were all very worried. Even though we knew we were good, we just can't help worrying. We did our best and the results were really very satisfying. We did it. We won...Everything paid off...Thank god...We won 1st and we won the best conductor prize. I even broke both my heels when we were announced as the champion. Love HYC!