Last week was really a very interesting week. On the 22, 24 and 26 were all my close friends birthday. 22nd was Shi Hui's birthday and she is really special to me because she was once my friend as an assistant head prefect in primary and she had been very nice to me through out these years. Too nice in fact. Sometimes i just feel that she doesn't have the temper and she doesn't get mad at all. Honestly speaking, sometimes i would rather want her to yell at me or something to make me feel that she really is human. Shes almost like a robot except that shes alive. On 24th was 1 of my primary ex-head prefects birthday too. She used to be very close to me to the extend we always do things in pairs but time really flies and the the way we think is just too different until our friendship actually came to an end. Not to say we're not friends anymore but it just feels weird when we tried talking to each other. On the 26th was my primary head prefects birthday. I called him personally and talked to him for a short while. Those were really memories...From these 3 people I could see the past and present. I will be going into the main topic I would like to talk about today and I believe i will see future. On the 21st was my mum's birthday.... I guess i was happier than her... I just love her a lot. Words can't express how much love there is. Hate never existed in the dictionary which i use to describe my family members. Many thing just ran through my mind when i was trying to type this post but in the end nothing came out. Love is just so abstract that we could only feel it but not say it out in words. I remember seeing this winnie the pooh quote.
Piglet :' Pooh, how do you spell love?'
Pooh :' You don't spell it, you feel it'
This is all I could share. I can't type it but rather I feel it. I apologize and all I could do is to write a journal with no facts in it. Just like this....
She is my everything she is my past, present and will be my future...
'No mum, no Chia Min' - Chia Min-
Chia Min ah, I AM a human. I didn't express my feelings in front of you doesn't mean i don't have any temper, or rather, anger. In fact, i control my temper. And who knows when you're away i complain about you to somebody else? haha just joking lah :DDDD
ReplyDeletehaha maybe. Who knows? :D but i have every faith in you believing you will not do that to me. Honestly speaking, I hope you will not release your anger though is very inhumane xD
DeleteAnd thank you for the pencil box :)) love you <3
ReplyDelete:D hope u really liked the pencil box. Who knows maybe you hate it and start complaining behind me back. just joking. xD anyway love you too. :)
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