Well its 12 midnight, and I'm still up. I heard the grandfather clock ticking and my eye lids are so heavy that it will close in no time. I would really love some rest if I can afford to. Just a little of myself. I really love sleeping, and other than singing, I think my hobby is sleeping. This week had been really tired and there was 3 out of 5 days that I slept at 1. I usually sleeps at 11 so to me 1 is really a 'big' figure. I'm so sorry i keep dozing of in class.I really can't help it. I accidentally fall asleep even when I'm writing and I tried my best not too sleep but I failed. I need to organize my time better so I wouldn't have to sleep at 1 in the midnight. I wonder how my brother does that every single night. I pity my mum who had always been the 1 waking up and checking on us. To me, my brother is just inconsiderate and don't think for my mum. I had been nagging and now I'm fed up. I really don't know what to do to him and sometimes I would even think that i bother too much and start to blame myself for being such a pain in my brother's ass. I cried in my blankets and I couldn't help it. I wonder if i would really need to take psychology in order to understand other humans better and the most important thing is too persuade them to get on the bring side, the correct side. I won't say I'm 100% correct but all humans know about the theory of what is right and what is wrong. Just that we do not follow, and create sins in life.
p/s:teacher please correct my grammar as well as all the errors. Thank you.
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